Thursday, March 20, 2008

Discontent

Why do I fail so often?

What do I do wrong?

Why do I fail so often?

What should I do different?

Why do I fail so often?

This is too hard, too complex, this shouldn't be this complex...

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Over analyzing.

This is one of my worst traits. I over analyze EVERYTHING. I'm a girl. Because I can't imagine any normal guy acting like I do. I don't know why I act or do the things I do, but this drives me frikkin' bonkers...yes, bonkers.

On another note, it's been awhile since i've been on a date. I'd like to take a girl on a date and just have an enjoyable evening getting to know someone better while letting them know more about myself. This is one of the greatest parts of dating. Getting to know people deeper and on a different level.

Now, I wouldn't say I like to date a whoooole lot, but I see dating as a way to spend time with several people trying to find the one that clicks with you. Thus, hoping she thinks you also click with her.

This brings me to my next point, I'm going on 23 years old in about a week, and I haven't a clue on what direction I need to go in my life. But it feels that if I start a relationship now, it will help me decide on where to go next.

Now, most people are opposite and don't want to start a relationship until they know exactly where they want their life to go, but i'm not most people I guess. If I find that person I belong to, I would do whatever I needed to fit in their life. and lead our lives together simultaneously striving for the same goal.

Whether it be difficult, or nearly impossible, there are only obstacles that we can overcome together, only to make our relationship strive stronger.

I want this.

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Let the good music ensue.

Alot of people don't appreciate good music. Or they label it as hippie music because it doesn't have something that will blow out your subwoofers or rattle your trunks. Open your ears. And let this radiant music fill them with a relaxing tune.

Friday, February 22, 2008

Imagery

So, if you didn't notice I like to post lots of images in my blog entries. This breaks up the "wordiness" and thus could attract more people to want to check out my blog. So again, here are a few images.




There really isn't a point to alot of these, just for good ol' fashioned fun.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

wreck.

So I was driving and ran full speed into the back of a truck.

When it happened, my airbags deployed right into my face, which is what they're supposed to do, but when it did, my nose immediately started gushing blood, and somehow the powder that comes out with the airbag stuck to the blood. So to sum it up, I looked like some crazy crack zombie.

The kid I ran into came and opened my door, and was like "Are you okay?!"

I replied with the nerdiest comment ever "I can't find my glasses"

Yeah, I'm cool.





Wednesday, February 20, 2008

artsy fartsy

Here are a few types of art pieces I like to look at.





those are just a few.



Cloudy Days

These kinds of days are hands down my favorite types of days.



Super cloudy + Not a drop of rain + Fresh cut grass = Bliss.